TO THE SPIRIT OF MY LIFE. To hear the voice of those thou lov'st so well! Ay, thou wouldst rather live in agony, Chained to the rock of immortality; And see and bear all with enduring eye, Than in the grave with foul corruption dwell! VI. Frown not, stern zealot! I am not like thee: I envy thee who art so set on heaven, That I, too lowly, would make life my own. 319 THE CURSE OF GRACCHUS. Scene-THE TEMPLE OF NEMESIS. Shouts and clamour heard without-GRACCHUS breaks in, and dashes down the bars securing the gates of the Temple, which the crowds without are heard attempting to force. GRACCHUS. Ay, now howl on your empty rage! ye are stayed, Him who once guarded ye! whom ye fawned on, That looks on ye unmoved; ay, now roar on How my soul loathes ye! would that its curse could be Embodied in your throats!— Thus ever hath the man fared who would serve ye! Who would raise ye from the swinish selfishness Like vipers on your dunghill, and he who would No more, my soul—thou dost degrade thy nature Worthy Cornelia's son, and Gracchus' brother: I hail the visible sign of their high will. Here do I cast from me my arms, profaned By the service they have done;-lie there, my helm, A tower to those whom from the battle's storm Crouched 'neath its shadow! and there, my blunted spear: These be my offerings, goddess! and now I draw I do invoke thee, Goddess! hear-thou seest Y My inmost heart, it is laid open to thee; Look on me-thou dost know the expanded love I felt that Freedom was common to us all! And so I battled 'gainst oppression for Slaves who dared not be free, and hugged their chains. Now see'st thou my reward-is't just? have I Merited such, and wilt thou not avenge me? I raise my hands now to thee, thou just Goddess! May they, for their ingratitude and base* So weakened by wealth and tyranny, that they Changelings and cowards! Split them into factions Slaughtering each other, and leave their houseless carcases To rot i' the forum like dogs! May they soon be * The expressions of Caius, as preserved by Plutarch. And weak as eunuchs, until the hardy Gaul Clip them again in their mud walls! there let them Starve-and yet lack the courage from despair To die like men! Then let the name of Gracchus Ring in their ears like Mars, whose arm if living Had swept away their foes to waterdrops! O let them feel what they have lost in me! i Let them chew deep the bitterness of reproach; Amid their burning dwellings, let them then My vows are heard-my prayer is ratified: For ever hereafter! Here I take the steel And offer, ye high Gods, a sacrifice Worthy your altars: a man pure from passion, |