And monarchs surly at the wrongs sustained By royal visages. Meanwhile abroad
Incessant rain was falling, or the frost Raged bitterly, with keen and silent tooth; And, interrupting oft that eager game, From under Esthwaite's splitting fields of ice The pent-up air, struggling to free itself, Gave out to meadow grounds and hills a loud Protracted yelling, like the noise of wolves Howling in troops along the Bothnic Main.
Nor, sedulous as I have been to trace How Nature by extrinsic passion first Peopled the mind with forms sublime or fair, And made me love them, may I here omit How other pleasures have been mine, and joys Of subtler origin; how I have felt,
Not seldom even in that tempestuous time, Those hallowed and pure motions of the sense Which seem, in their simplicity, to own An intellectual charm; that calm delight Which, if I err not, surely must belong To those first-born affinities that fit Our new existence to existing things, And, in our dawn of being, constitute The bond of union between life and joy.
Yes, I remember when the changeful earth, And twice five summers on my mind had stamped The faces of the moving year, even then
I held unconscious intercourse with beauty Old as creation, drinking in a pure Organic pleasure from the silver wreaths Of curling mist, or from the level plain Of waters colored by impending clouds.
The sands of Westmoreland, the creeks and bays Of Cumbria's rocky limits, they can tell
How, when the Sea threw off his evening shade, And to the shepherd's hut on distant hills Sent welcome notice of the rising moon, How I have stood, to fancies such as these A stranger, linking with the spectacle No conscious memory of a kindred sight, And bringing with me no peculiar sense Of quietness or peace; yet have I stood, Even while mine eye hath moved o'er many a league
Of shining water, gathering as it seemed
Through every hair-breadth in that field of light New pleasure, like a bee among the flowers.
Thus oft amid those fits of vulgar joy Which, through all seasons, on a child's pursuits Are prompt attendants, 'mid that giddy bliss Which, like a tempest, works along the blood And is forgotten; even then I felt
Gleams like the flashing of a shield; the earth
And common face of Nature spake to me Rememberable things; sometimes, 't is true,
By chance collisions and quaint accidents (Like those ill-sorted unions, work supposed Of evil-minded fairies), yet not vain Nor profitless, if haply they impressed Collateral objects and appearances,
Albeit lifeless then, and doomed to sleep
Until maturer seasons called them forth To impregnate and to elevate the mind. -And if the vulgar joy by its own weight Wearied itself out of the memory,
The scenes which were a witness of that joy Remained in their substantial lineaments Depicted on the brain, and to the eye Were visible, a daily sight; and thus, By the impressive discipline of fear, By pleasure and repeated happiness, So frequently repeated, and by force Of obscure feelings representative
Of things forgotten, these same scenes so bright, So beautiful, so majestic in themselves,
Though yet the day was distant, did become Habitually dear, and all their forms
And changeful colors by invisible links Were fastened to the affections.
My story early, not misled, I trust,
By an infirmity of love for days
Disowned by memory, ere the breath of spring
Planting my snowdrops among winter snows: Nor will it seem to thee, O Friend! so prompt
In sympathy, that I have lengthened out
With fond and feeble tongue a tedious tale. Meanwhile, my hope has been, that I might fetch Invigorating thoughts from former years; Might fix the wavering balance of my mind, And haply meet reproaches too, whose power May spur me on, in manhood now mature, To honorable toil. Yet should these hopes Prove vain, and thus should neither I be taught To understand myself, nor thou to know
With better knowledge how the heart was framed Of him thou lovest, need I dread from thee Harsh judgments, if the song be loth to quit Those recollected hours that have the charm Of visionary things, those lovely forms And sweet sensations that throw back our life, And almost make remotest infancy
A visible scene, on which the sun is shining?
One end at least hath been attained; my mind Hath been revived, and if this genial mood Desert me not, forthwith shall be brought down Through later years the story of my life.
The road lies plain before me; 't is a theme Single and of determined bounds; and hence I choose it rather at this time, than work Of ampler or more varied argument, Where I might be discomfited and lost : And certain hopes are with me, that to thee This labor will be welcome, honored Friend!
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