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Mid gloom and tumult, but no less 'mid Evening and morning, sleep and waking, fair

And tranquil scenes, that universal power And fitness in the latent qualities 325 And essences of things, by which the mind Is moved with feelings of delight, to me Came strengthened with a superadded soul, A virtue not its own. My morning walks Were early; oft before the hours of school 330 I travelled round our little lake, five miles

thought

355 From sources inexhaustible, poured forth To feed the spirit of religious love In which I walked with Nature. But let this

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Be not forgotten, that I still retained My first creative sensibility; That by the regular action of the world My soul was unsubdued. A plastic power Abode with me; a forming hand, at times Rebellious, acting in a devious mood; Of pleasant wandering. Happy time! A local spirit of his own, at war more dear

For this, that one was by my side, a
Friend',

Then passionately loved; with heart how
full

Would he peruse these lines! For many

years

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Have since flowed in between us, and,
our minds

Both silent to each other, at this time
We live as if those hours had never been.
Nor seldom did I lift our cottage latch
Far earlier, ere one smoke-wreath had
risen
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From human dwelling, or the vernal
thrush

Was audible; and sate among the woods.
Alone upon some jutting eminence,
At the first gleam of dawn-light, when the
Vale,

Yet slumbering, lay in utter solitude. 345
How shall I seek the origin? where find
Faith in the marvellous things which then
I felt?

Oft in these moments such a holy calm
Would overspread my soul, that bodily

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With general tendency, but, for the most,
Subservient strictly to external things
With which it communed. An auxiliar
light

Came from my mind, which on the setting

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Murmuring so sweetly in themselves,
obeyed

A like dominion, and the midnight storm
Grew darker in the presence of my eye: ..
Hence my obeisance, my devotion hence,
And hence my transport.

Nor should this, perchance,
Pass unrecorded, that I still had loved
The exercise and produce of a toil,
Than analytic industry to me
More pleasing, and whose character I
deem
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Is more poetic as resembling more
Creative agency. The song would speak
Of that interminable building reared
By observation of affinities

was come;

In objects where no brotherhood exists
To passive minds. My seventeenth year
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And, whether from this habit rooted now
So deeply in my mind, or from excess
In the great social principle of life
Coercing all things into sympathy,
To unorganic natures were transferred
My own enjoyments; or the power of truth
Coming in revelation, did converse
With things that really are; I, at this

time,

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O'er all that, lost beyond the reach of Yet mingled not unwillingly with sneers

thought

And human knowledge, to the human eye Invisible, yet liveth to the heart; 405 O'er all that leaps and runs, and shouts | and sings,

On visionary minds; if, in this time
Of dereliction and dismay, I yet
Despair not of our nature, but retain
A more than Roman confidence, a faith
That fails not, in all sorrow my support.

Or beats the gladsome air; o'er all that The blessing of my life; the gift is yours
glides
Ye winds and sounding cataracts! tis
yours,

Beneath the wave, yea, in the wave itself,
And mighty depth of waters. Wonder not Ye mountains! thine, O Nature! Tho
If high the transport, great the joy I felt
Communing in this sort through earth

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hast fed

My lofty speculations; and in thee,
For this uneasy heart of ours, I find
A never-failing principle of joy
And purest passion.

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Thou, my Friend! wert reared In the great city, 'mid far other scenes; But we, by different roads, at length have

gained

The self-same bourne. And for this cause to thee

Forgot her functions, and slept undis- I speak, unapprehensive of contempt, 455 turbed.

If this be error, and another faith

The insinuated scoff of coward tongues, And all that silent language which so oft In conversation between man and man

Find easier access to the pious mind, 420 Blots from the human countenance all trace Yet were I grossly destitute of all

Those human sentiments that make this earth

So dear, if I should fail with grateful voice To speak of you, ye mountains, and ye lakes

And sounding cataracts, ye mists and winds 425 That dwell among the hills where I was born.

If in my youth I have been pure in heart, If, mingling with the world, I am content With my own modest pleasures, and have lived

Of beauty and of love. For thou hast

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BOOK THIRD.

RESIDENCE AT CAMBRIDGE.

It was a dreary morning when the wheels | From shop to shop about my own affairs,
Rolled over a wide plain o'erhung with To Tutor or to Tailor, as befell,
From street to street with loose and care-
less mind.

clouds,

And nothing cheered our way till first

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With honour and importance: in a world f welcome faces up and down I roved; uestions, directions, warnings and ad

vice,

As if the change 35 Had waited on some Fairy's wand, at once Behold me rich in monies, and attired In splendid garb, with hose of silk, and hair

Powdered like rimy trees, when frost is keen.

My lordly dressing-gown, I pass it by, 40 With other signs of manhood that sup

plied

The lack of beard.-The weeks went roundly on,

With invitations, suppers, wine and fruit, Smooth housekeeping within, and all

without

Liberal, and suiting gentleman's array. 45

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The Evangelist St. John my patron was: Three Gothic courts are his, and in the first

Was my abiding-place, a nook obscure; lowed in upon me, from all sides; fresh Right underneath, the College kitchens day

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made

í pride and pleasure! to myself I seemed A humming sound, less tuneable than .man of business and expense, and went

bees,

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But hardly less industrious; with shrill Reflective acts to fix the moral law Deep in the conscience, nor of Christian Hope,

notes

Of sharp command and scolding intermixed.

Near me hung Trinity's loquacious clock, Who never let the quarters, night or day, Slip by him unproclaimed, and told the hours 55 Twice over with a male and female voice. Her pealing organ was my neighbour too; And from my pillow, looking forth by light

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Bowing her head before her sister Faith As one far mightier), hither I had come, Bear witness Truth, endowed with holy powers

And faculties, whether to work or feel. Oft when the dazzling show no longer new Had ceased to dazzle, ofttimes did I quit My comrades, leave the crowd, buildings and groves,

Of moon or favouring stars, I could be. And as I paced alone the level fields

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Of College labours, of the Lecturer's room

All studded round, as thick as chairs could stand,

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Far from those lovely sights and sounds

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Drooped not; but there into herself re turning,

With prompt rebound seemed fresh as heretofore.

At least I more distinctly recognised Her native instincts: let me dare to speak A higher language, say that now I felt

With loyal students faithful to their | What independent solaces were mine,

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cast down?

To mitigate the injurious sway of place Or circumstance, how far soever changed In youth, or to be changed in after years As if awakened, summoned, roused, ean strained,

I looked for universal things; perused The common countenance of earth and sky:

Earth, nowhere unembellished by som trace

Of that first Paradise whence man we driven;

And sky, whose beauty and bounty ar expressed

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By the proud name she bears-the nam of Heaven.

I called on both to teach me what they might;

Or turning the mind in upon herself, Pored, watched, expected, listened, sprea my thoughts

And spread them with a wider creeping felt

Incumbencies more awful, visitings
Of the Upholder of the tranquil soul,

For (not to speak of Reason and her pure | That tolerates the indignities of Time,

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This is, in truth, heroic argument, This genuine prowess, which I wished to touch

With hand however weak, but in the main

It lies far hidden from the reach of words. Points have we all of us within our souls Where all stand single; this I feel, and make

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With undisordered sight. But leaving Breathings for incommunicable powers;
this,
But is not each a memory to himself?—
And, therefore, now that we must quit

t was no madness, for the bodily eye 155 umid my strongest workings evermore Vas searching out the lines of difference s they lie hid in all external forms, fear or remote, minute or vast; an eye

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