Thinking of nothing but following up thro' the clouds and the sky, Up and up,-alone, you and I! 'Twas night in heaven; and under a sycamine Casting a broad black shade from the moon, your hands on mine, You let my head to your feet, my beautiful friend incline; And life had ceased its sorrows, my heart its sighs, And I lay at rest, and look'd, and read in your earnest eyes Your perfect soul in your perfect face, and drank of your sympathies. It seem'd I might love you—there, just as I would, and just as it ought to be, At your feet, half worship, half fear,—yet for once my soul Was soothed as with balm, with a passionless strange satiety That gulf upon gulf seem'd to roll Where empty the yearning had been too much for the mortal in me Yearning at your great greatness, the floods of your soul and your heart, Your mind, that was made for mast'ring on mine, with a hunger as if a part Of myself had been taken to fill up your greatness; and I Strain'd to replenish the want till my head and my heart Rung and rung with their hunger, and now I was fill'd, and up high The white moon went overhead thro' the clearness of heaven's great skies, And your hand stroked mine-and I look'd, and was fill'd by your earnest eyes. Crash and I ran to the earth-the playing had come to an end. My dream is shatter'd; it seems as if nothing can mend. In the world we work on and forget, but here in myself, as there, Is the hunger that yearns of your greatness to have but a share, That can never be mine-but in heaven, perhaps, or as when I sat in the shade, Too weary to think of thinking or doubting the world in a restful' disguise, As if there was something existed somewhere that could sympathise. Something somewhere to be found ere the soul quite dies. And you, on the brink of whose fathomless being my own stands ever afraid, Sat at the spinet and play'd. He play'd, my beautiful soul with the earnest eyes! F THE ELEMENT OF HER BEAUTY. THE BIRD. O SWEET Song-bird in the sunlight winging, And thyme beyond number, and murmur of trees; In shimmer of beetles and booming of bees. Of vine-leaf and tendril,-my head to her knees. O curling and creeping leaf-rustles that cover, The cooler, the closer, from noon that runs over, O sweet song-bird, in our dreams a-winging, And all but the frogs in the marshes are mute. Of lizard to lizard, where gnarls the vine-root. |