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The soul of music shed,

Now hangs as mute on Tara's walls

As if that soul were fled.

The sods with our bayonets turning; By the struggling moonbeam's misty light, And the lantern dimly burning.

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CHARLES LAMB (1775-1834)

CHRIST'S HOSPITAL FIVE AND THIRTY YEARS AGO

In Mr. Lamb's "Works," published a year or two since, I find a magnificent eulogy on my old school,' such as it was, or now appears to him to have been, between the years 1782 and 1789. It happens, very oddly, that my own standing at Christ's was nearly corresponding with his; and, with all gratitude to him for his enthusiasm for the cloisters, I think he has contrived to bring to- [10 gether whatever can be said in praise of them, dropping all the other side of the argument most ingeniously.

I remember L. at school; and can well recollect that he had some peculiar ad

When the weather is warm and bright- vantages, which I and others of his school

While underneath the eaves

The brooding swallows cling

As if to show me their sunny backs

And twit me with the spring.

"Oh! but to breathe the breath

Of the cowslip and primrose sweet

With the sky above my head,

And the grass beneath my feet;

For only one short hour

To feel as I used to feel,

Before I knew the woes of want

And the walk that costs a meal.

"Oh! but for one short hour!

A respite however brief!

No blessed leisure for Love or Hope, But only time for Grief!

A little weeping would ease my heart, But in their briny bed

My tears must stop, for every drop

Hinders needle and thread!"

With fingers weary and worn,

With eyelids heavy and red,

A woman sat, in unwomanly rags, Plying her needle and thread

Stitch! stitch! stitch!

In poverty, hunger, and dirt,

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And still with a voice of dolorous pitch, Would that its tone could reach the Rich!

She sang this "Song of the Shirt!"

fellows had not. His friends lived in town, and were near at hand; and he had the privilege of going to see them, almost as often as he wished, through some [20 invidious distinction, which was denied to us. The present worthy sub-treasurer to the Inner Temple can explain how that happened. He had his tea and hot rolls in a morning, while we were battening upon our quarter of a penny loaf our crug-moistened with attenuated small beer, in wooden piggins, smacking of the pitched leathern jack it was poured from. Our Monday's milk porritch, blue [30 and tasteless, and the pease soup of Saturday, coarse and choking, were enriched for him with a slice of "extraordinary bread and butter," from the hot-loaf of the Temple. The Wednesday's mess of millet, somewhat less repugnant-(we had three banyan to four meat days in the week) was endeared to his palate with a lump of double-refined, and a smack of ginger (to make it go down the [40 more glibly) or the fragrant cinnamon. In lieu of our half-pickled Sundays, or quite fresh boiled beef on Thursdays (strong as caro equina), with detestable marigolds floating in the pail to poison the broth our scanty mutton crags on Fridays and rather more savory, but

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grudging, portions of the same flesh, were turned out, for the live-long day,
rotten-roasted or rare, on the Tuesdays
(the only dish which excited our appe- [50
tites, and disappointed our stomachs, in
almost equal proportion)—he had his hot
plate of roast veal, or the more tempting
griskin (exotics unknown to our palates),
cooked in the paternal kitchen (a great
thing), and brought him daily by his
maid or aunt! I remember the good old
relative (in whom love forbade pride)
squatting down upon some odd stone in a
by-nook of the cloisters, disclosing the [60
viands (of higher regale than those cates
which the ravens ministered to the Tish-
bite); and the contending passions of L.
at the unfolding. There was love for the
bringer; shame for the thing brought,
and the manner of its bringing; sympathy
for those who were too many to share in
it; and, at top of all, hunger (eldest,
strongest of the passions!) predominant,
breaking down the stony fences of [70
shame, and awkwardness, and a troubling
over-consciousness.

I was a poor friendless boy. My parents, and those who should care for me, were far away. Those few acquaintances of theirs, which they could reckon upon being kind to me in the great city, after a little forced notice, which they had the grace to take of me on my first arrival in town, soon grew tired of my holiday [80 visits. They seemed to them to recur too often, though I thought them few enough; and, one after another, they all failed me, and I felt myself alone among six hundred playmates.

Ŏ the cruelty of separating a poor lad from his early homestead! The yearnings which I used to have towards it in those unfledged years! How, in my dreams, would my native town (far in the west) [90 come back, with its church, and trees, and faces! How I would wake weeping, and in the anguish of my heart exclaim upon sweet Calne in Wiltshire!

To this late hour of my life, I trace impressions left by the recollection of those friendless holidays. The long warm days of summer never return but they bring with them a gloom from the haunting memory of those whole-day-leaves, [100 when, by some strange arrangement, we

upon our own hands, whether we had
friends to go to, or none. I remember
those bathing excursions to the New
River, which L. recalls with such relish,
better, I think, than he can-for he was
a home-seeking lad, and did not much
care for such water-pastimes:-How mer-
rily we would sally forth into the [110
fields; and strip under the first warmth of
the sun; and wanton like young dace in
the streams; getting us appetites for noon,
which those of us that were penniless
(our scanty morning crust long since ex-
hausted) had not the means of allaying-
while the cattle, and the birds, and the
fishes, were at feed about us, and we had
nothing to satisfy our cravings-the very
beauty of the day, and the exercise [120
of the pastime, and the sense of liberty,
setting a keener edge upon them!-How
faint and languid, finally, we would re-
turn, towards nightfall, to our desired
morsel, half-rejoicing, half-reluctant, that
the hours of our uneasy liberty had
expired!

It was worse in the days of winter, to
go prowling about the streets objectless-
shivering at cold windows of print- [130
shops, to extract a little amusement; or
haply, as a last resort, in the hope of a
little novelty, to pay a fifty-times repeated
visit (where our individual faces should
be as well known to the warden as those
of his own charges) to the Lions in the
Tower to whose levée, by courtesy
immemorial, we had a prescriptive title
to admission.

L.'s governor (so we called the pa- [140 tron who presented us to the foundation) lived in a manner under his paternal roof. Any complaint which he had to make was sure of being attended to. This was understood at Christ's, and was an effectual screen to him against the severity of masters, or worse tyranny of the monitors. The oppressions of these young brutes are heart-sickening to call to recollection. I have been called out of [150 my bed, and waked for the purpose, in the coldest winter nights-and this not once, but night after night-in my shirt, to receive the discipline of a leathern thong, with eleven other sufferers, because

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