A presence that disturbs me with the joy 95 100 105 All thinking things, all objects of all thought, Nor perchance, If I were not thus taught, should I the more For thou art with me here upon the banks The heart that loved her; 'tis her privilege, 110 115 120 * This line has a close resemblance to an admirable line of Young, the exact expression of which I cannot recollect.-W. W. 1798. It is the line And half-create the wondrous world they see. Night Thoughts, (night vi. 1. 427).-ED. + Compare, in The Recluse, canto "Home at Grasmere," 1. 91Her voice was like a hidden Bird that sang, The thought of her was like a flash of light, Or an unseen companionship. ED. Through all the years of this our life, to lead For all sweet sounds and harmonies; oh! then, If solitude, or fear, or pain, or grief, Should be thy portion, with what healing thoughts And these my exhortations! Nor, perchance If I should be where I no more can hear 125 130 135 140 145 Thy voice, nor catch from thy wild eyes these gleams Of past existence *—wilt thou then forget That on the banks of this delightful stream We stood together; and that I, so long * See note on the previous page.-ED. 150 155 THERE WAS A BOY Composed 1798.-Published 1800 [Written in Germany, 1799. This is an extract from the Poem on my own poetical education. This practice of making an instrument of their own fingers is known to most boys, though some are more skilful at it than others. William Raincock of Rayrigg, a fine spirited lad, took the lead of all my schoolfellows in this art.-I. F.] This "extract" will be found in the fifth book of The Prelude, 11. 364-397. It was included among the "Poems of the Imagination." In the editions of 1800 to 1832 it had no title, except in the table of contents. In 1836, the finally adopted title of the poem was given in the text, as well as in the table of contents.-Ed. 1 THERE was a Boy; ye knew him well, ye cliffs That they might answer him.—And they would shout And long halloos, and screams, and echoes loud 5 IO 15 Of silence such as baffled his best skill: Then, sometimes, in that silence, while he hung Of mountain-torrents; or the visible scene Its woods, and that uncertain heaven received This boy was taken from his mates, and died 2 In childhood, ere he was full twelve years old.3 Pre-eminent in beauty is the vale Where he was born and bred: the church-yard hangs 4 And, through that church-yard when my way has led That pauses of deep silence mock'd his skill, and, when a lengthened pause Of silence came and baffled his best skill, 1800. The Prelude, 1850. 2 This and the following line were added in 1805. 3 1815. 20 25 30 ere he was ten years old. 1805. 4 1845. Fair are the woods, and beauteous is the spot, 1800. Fair is the spot, most beautiful the Vale 1827. The text of 1840 returns to that of 1800. 5 1836. And there along that bank when I have pass'd 1800. . I believe, that oftentimes 1805. And through that Church-yard when my way has led A long half-hour together I have stood Mute-looking at the grave in which he lies! *1 Wordsworth sent this fragment in MS. to Coleridge, who was then living at Ratzeburg, and Coleridge wrote in reply on the 10th Dec. 1798 :-"The blank lines gave me as much direct pleasure as was possible in the general bustle of pleasure with which I received and read your letter. I observed, I remember, that the fingers woven,' etc., only puzzled me; and though I liked the twelve or fourteen first lines very well, yet I liked the remainder much better. Well, now I have read them again, they are very beautiful, and leave an affecting impression. That uncertain heaven received Into the bosom of the steady lake, I should have recognised anywhere; and had I met these lines, running wild in the deserts of Arabia, I should have instantly screamed out Wordsworth'!" · The MS. copy of this poem sent to Coleridge probably lacked the explanatory line, Pressed closely palm to palm and to his mouth, as another MS., in the possession of the poet's grandson, lacks it; and the line was possibly added-as the late Mr. Dykes Campbell suggested—"in deference to S. T. C.'s expression of puzzlement." Fletcher Raincock-an elder brother of the William Raincock referred to in the Fenwick note to this poem, as Wordsworth's schoolfellow at Hawkshead-was with him also at Cambridge. He attended Pembroke College, and was second wrangler in 1790. John Fleming of Rayrigg, his half-brother-the boy with whom Wordsworth used to walk round the lake of Esthwaite, in the morning before school-time, ("five miles of pleasant wandering ")—was also at St. John's College, Cambridge, at this time, and had been fifth Wrangler in the 1 1815. A full half-hour together I have stood, 1800. 1805. * In The Prelude the version of 1827 is adopted for the most part.-ED. + See Graduati Cantabrigienses (1850), by Joseph Romily, the Registrar to the University 1832-1862.-Ed. |