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in the blaze of the nicely-trimmed wood fire, and Mammy sat in her elbow-chair at the side of it, a perfect specimen of the majestic repose of extreme, but unbending age. It seemed to me that there was something far more grand about the whole appearance of the old woman, now that I saw her under her own paternal roof. The bluntness of address and expression, which had before been a sort of oddity to amuse a circle of tolerant superiors, was now the natural privilege of independence; though, indeed, I am not sure that the sense of home, and the instinct of hospitality, had not somewhat softened already the external manifestations of a temper, which no change of circumstances could have essentially altered. received with courtesy-even with grace; and when, a minute or two afterwards, Miss Joanne came into the room, and, modestly saluting me, drew her stool towards Mammy's knee, I really could not help thinking, that, in spite of all the young lady's native elegance of aspect and carriage, a stranger might easily have been deceived, and supposed himself to be contemplating a family group.

I was

I, you will have no great difficulty in believing, could not contemplate it without some feelings of awkwardness, as well as of admiration. The situation in which I saw Joanne Barr was new; and her demeanour, I could not help thinking, was almost as greatly changed. We had been used to treat each other like friends -some spell seemed now to hover over us both. Our eyes seldom met, and neither addressed more than a few syllables

to the other-she took her work, and I sat listening, or pretending to listen, to Mammy. At last, I contrived to make it be understood that I had come to take my farewell; that I was to leave the

country the next morning. Mammy gave me her blessing very affectionately, and I bowed to Joanne. The poor girl said nothing, but (in a very low whisper it was) “I wish you well, Sir, wherever you go." She did not put out her hand, and I retired, stammering more good byes.

I jumped into my little boat, and had pushed myself a few yards from the brink, when I heard my name called in Joanne's sweet voice, and perceived that she had

followed me to the bank of the river, and

was holding something towards me in her hand. I ran the skiff in again, and she stooped to give me my gloves, which I had left behind me. Our hands touch

ed each other and, in the deepening twilight, and in the midst of some confusion of my own, I could not be blind to the blush, the deep, grave, timid blush,

and the troubled workings of that halfaverted eye. How much may pass in a moment! My little boat was out in the stream again almost instantly, and yet the words return and hope had been whispered; and while, in rowing across the river, my eyes were fixed upon the lowly cabin, I perceived that a shadow was still lingering in the window-and a soft dream floated over my heart, that some day I should indeed return, and that the world, after all, might still retain some visions of hope-ay, of tenderness and soothing consolation, for meeven for me. No fiery pulse beat-no maddening ecstasy of passion fluttered in my brain :-these were strings which had been snapt; but a calm, pensive feeling, was deep upon me. I cannot explain it. No man loves twice, perhaps, in the same sense of the word. But, although the pine-tree will never sprout again after he has been levelled to the ground, what need hinder plants of humbler stature, yet of softer foliage, to spring from the soil beneath which his ponderous roots are mouldering?

Joanne and Wald are marriedand great changes follow. Wald recovers evidence that the connection between Sir Claud and the mother of Joanne had been such as would, according to the law of Scotland, amount to a regular marriage, and that his wife was consequently the heiress of his estates;-and the family of Sir Claud are glad to compromise the matter, by ceding to him the property of Barrmains. His happiness is qualified, however, by a strong methodistical feeling, to which the gentle mind of Joanne had been, for some time, yielding; and to divert her attention from those gloomy imaginations which had been created by the preaching of some country fanatic, and fostered by solitude, he gets into Parliament, and prepares for a visit to London. We pass over a good deal of a comic cast, which is fairly executed, but exceedingly inferior to the deeper parts of the book, to which we now approach with rapidity. Wald receives the

unexpected intelligence, that Katharine had been deserted by her husband, and had disappeared; and, by one of those strange accidents, which and not in the best of these either, never occur anywhere but in novels, the lodging-house of Wald, in London, happens to join that which was

the retreat of Katharine. The following passage is the commencement of the tragedies which occupy the remainder of the volume:

1 was sitting, however, by myself one night, reading my book, when, happening to feel my room overheated, I threw open the window, and was detained leaning over it by the extreme beauty and serenity of the moonlight. Suddenly my ear caught sounds-sounds of grief ap. parently-and, watching for a moment, I became satisfied that they proceeded from the neighbouring house. However

I had smiled at the servants' dark conjectures and tales, I confess that this lamentation, the first sound of human voice that I had ever heard proceed from this mysterious quarter-I confess that the groans I heard, together with the lateness of the hour, and the profound deathlike silence which reigned over everything besides-I confess that all this moved in me, not a feeling of simple cu riosity merely, but a crowd of feelings which I could not analyse on the instant, nor shall I be idle enough to attempt describing them now. Let it suffice, that I obeyed the impulse of the moment. I fastened a cord to the little iron balcony of my window, dropt upon the turf below, and having often before noticed that a certain horse-chesnut tree in my garden threw some of its branches partly over the wall which separated it from the adjoining one-to this tree I walked, and fairly began to climb it.

I soon was higher, much higher than my wall. I found out the projecting branch which seemed to be most capable of sustaining my weight, and crept along it. I could now see that there was light in a window-the same window towards which the boy had seemed to cast his eyes when he played on the green. Could I get a yard or two further, I might probably see something of what was going on within that room. The sounds came upon my ear every moment more clearly, more distinctly. Heavens! a woman's voice!-what ruffian deeds may be doing in this guarded lair of guilt! Why did I not bring my sword with me? I could go back for that-in the meantime, let me see, if possible, what is the fact. I huddled myself a pace or two farther on-A woman-a lady-a lady alone I just caught one glimpse of this, when snap went the branch under me. I heard the crash in its progress, but it was too late-I fell, and I fell about as senseless as the timber I had broken.

This was for a moment-no more. I gathered myself up instantly-at least so

it semed to me; and behold, what is here a man, an oldish man bending over me, scanning my features by the light of his lamp. "As I live, Mr Matthew!-Oh, my lady, 'tis Mr Matthew, our own Mr Wald, my lady!"

I sprung to my feet. Before me, right before me, three paces off, no more—“Is this under the cope of heaven ?-do I dream? am I mad?-am I dead and buried, and among the beings of eter nity ?-Katharine, Katharine Wald! do I indeed see thee? Is this life or vision? Behold me once more at thy feet! Katharine! angel! victim! martyred love. liness! Speak-speak-forgiveness !"

She gazed, she extended her arms, she dropt-but not upon the ground-I received her; I lifted her, faint, speechless, shivering, sobbing. I lifted her in my arms; I could have borne her to the end of the earth, although I had been pierced with fifty daggers. I bore her into the house-I followed, and the man led me

I placed her where he pointed. She lay with her long dishevelled curls upon my bosom. The man, with instinctive reverence, withdrew. We were alone; no, not quite alone. Her child was asleep, smiling close beside us in the serenity of happy dreams. I gazed upon the infant. She looked upon him too, and she 'sunk again upon my breast in a passion of lamentation.

How mechanically these old wrinkled fingers do their work! Is it thus that I live over again those moments? Alas! when was that day that I did not live them ?

What humiliation on both sides!—and yet what was mine? What signified it to me to say out that which had for years curdled at the roots of my heart?—I had suffered vanity and sinful revenge to lead astray a mind irritated by imaginary wrongs-wrongs at least shapeless, name less, incapable of being clothed in words. I had suffered for this? Perhaps soperhaps not. The external tenor of my life at least had been fortunate, eminent. ly fortunate. Had I not a wife of my own choice-an estate a station equal at least to my earliest hopes? But her story-how different was this! For any woman to tell the cruelty of her husband is enough, but for Katharine Wald to tell her husband's cruelty to me-to me that had hated him, and shewn my hatred from the first moment our eyes met to me that had never spoken to her since she was his wife that had acted acts of hostility, ay, and worse, of contempt to me that had ceased to be her kinsman from the hour in which I saw him--this was bitterness indeed!

He sees Katharine again, and is informed that Lord Lascelyne had> arrived, and had claimed his son. He is worked up to frenzy by the insulting coolness of an epistle from Lascelyne. And this is the result:

And would she have breathed anything sat upon my brain-the same dead crust of all this to me even now, unless 1 had of despair dry upon my heart. forced her to do so by a violent intrusion upon her privacy, and afterwards by all the frenzy of a murderous sympathy? I cannot answer this, Sir, but so it was, that everything gave way before the torrent of our mingled anguish. I cursed, madman that I was, I cursed the hour in which she saw him! I cursed him like a fiend. I described the French madam that I had seen with him in his ruinin her favourite haunt-and grinding my teeth, in an agony that forgot all the world beyond the one spot where she was seated, I, like a savage and a ruffian, clutching at the heartstrings of a prostrate victim, demanded, ay, and wrung from her, the confession that once she had been mine.

Such confessions are not made in words

I

I dressed myself, (for as yet I had but half my clothes on,) and, going down' stairs on tiptoe, desired to see the messenger." You belong to Lord Lasce lyne ?" said I. "Shew me where your master is."

The man looked considerably confused, and hesitated for a little.

"I carry the answer myself," said I"Lead the way,-walk."

He did not dare to shuffle any longer.

—I have no words to repeat. The thing" My Lord,” said he, “is but at the was so. Perdition on my baseness! end of the street." twisted this dagger in that heart in the presence of Lascelyne's child-ay, and in another's presence too!

My poor wife had left her bed, thinking I was sitting up too late, and came into my room (this, indeed, was no very unusual occurrence) to tell me what the hour was. But I need not be particular; you may easily imagine what her feelings were, when she found the window open and the cord. The servants being alarmed instantly, they discovered one of my slippers on the green, close under the horse-chesnut. A ladder was brought, and one of the first of them that passed the wall was my poor Joanne, made strong and bold both, in spite of her nature and her condition, by the fears, the wild fears which agitated her for me.

Katharine was weeping on my bosom, and I took no note of the outcry and bustle-nor did she. Suddenly a piercing cry was uttered quite close to us. Joanne was within the chamber-door. She had seen with her eyes the agony of that tenderness, and she saw no more.

One convulsion chased another over her delicate frame. Wild reproaches, melancholy wailings there were; but they were all sunk immediately in the screams of her untimely travail.

Horrible hour! I stood in the presence of Katharine a husband, a parent-a widowed husband and childless father! I stood it all, however. Yes, my soul was chained up within me ;-I could contemplate all this havoc-understand it I could not.

I found myself-how long after I know not-in my own house-in my own bed. The same dull leaden stupor still

VOL. XIV..

"Very well," said I, with a smile, "that is just as it should be. Stay here a moment, and I shall return."

"My Lord bade me come back with the answer, Sir."

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Ay, ay, stay where you are, my lad ; we shall be all with you directly;" and F pushed him into an anti-room, and was instantly beyond my door.

I found him at the corner, close to the turnstile." My Lord Lascelyne," said I, bowing to the ground,—“I fear your Lordship has been early disturbed this morning. Will it please you to take a turn in the park there,-the air is better than here in this narrow street, and we shall talk over our little matters more easily, perhaps."

Lascelyne followed me in silence-I walked very rapidly, I promise you-until we were fairly among the trees. I halted, and flinging my cloak on the turf, bade him choose for himself.

"Swords!" said he-" two swords, Mr Wald !—I was not prepared for this, Sir, I assure you I had no such intention."

"Choose, my Lord, choose," I `answered; "the blades are good, both of them."

"Sir," said he, and he drew himself up in a very stately fashion-I must say that for Lascelyne" Sir, I refuse no man's challenge; but neither do I accept it but upon certain conditions-name your quarrel, Sir, and your friend."

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"Oh no, my Lord Lascelyne, not to that only. Come, come, here is no time for trifling; choose."

"I insist upon hearing what is your quarrel, Mr Wald."

"My quarrel ?--You sign yourself, 'Wald Lascelyne,' I think, too?-Come, my Lord, draw."

"And wherefore?-Speak plainly, at all events."

"In me, Sir, you see the representative of an insulted blood-that is not all, but that is enough-choose, and choose quickly."

"Why, Sir, if you think that you have any particular title to fight me because I have happened to have some disagree ment with your cousin, that is well enough in its way, and I sha'n't be the man to baulk you-but not here, nor thus, if you please. I must have my boy, Sir, first; and, secondly, I must place him in hands that I happen to approve of-that's my fancy, Sir;-and then, Mr Wald, if you have no very par ticular objection, I rather prefer going through such things in the most received fashion,-in short, I choose among my own friends, ere I pick among your blades, that also is my fancy."

"Friends!-Friends to see us!-Seconds, forsooth!"

66 Ay, Sir, seconds; 'tis the rule, and I have no passion for singularities, whatever may be your taste."

"Come, come-when you next fall out with some fop about a pointer, or a dancer, my Lord-some pirouetting dan cer-this puppy legislation will do finely. I thought we were serious."

"Serious! partly so, partly not, Mr Wald. I consider, (but I won't baulk you, though,) I consider this as rather a laughable hurry of yours, Mr Wald." "Laughable? ha!-was that your

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what a joke was all this !—I rushed upon him, Sir, as if I had been some horned brute. I had no more thought of guards and passes than if I had been a bison. He stabbed me thrice-thrice through the arm-clean through the arm-that was my guard-but what signified this? I felt his blade as if it had been a gnat-a nothing. At last my turn came-I spitted him through the heart-I rushed on till the hilt stopped me.—I did not draw my steel out of him.-I spurned him off it with my foot.

"Lie there.-rot there, beast-!" a single groan, and his eye fixed.

The Stagyrite says you cannot hate the dead :-He never hated. I dipped my shoe in his blood.

I rushed home as if I had had wings; but my courage forsook me at the threshhold.

I entered the room where Katharine was (she was still seated there, her child on her knee, waiting for me)-I entered it with my cloak wrapped about me. I sat down at some little distance from them-and in silence.

"Matthew," said she," where have you been?-what have you been about? -your looks were strange before-but

now

I drew my cloak closer about me. "Oh! Matthew-your eyes!—will you never compose yourself ?" "Never, Kate."

"But now you were softening.Come hither, Matthew.-Oh! try if you can weep."

I drew out my sword from below the cloak-1 held out the red blade before me-the drops had not all baked yet→→→ one or two fell upon the floor.

"Speak, Matthew! what is this?Speak!-Ha! God of Mercy! there is blood upon that sword."

blood."

"Ay, blood, my cousin "My husband! my Lascelyne !"—I heard no more. Heavens and earth! that I should write this down! One shriekone-just one !

Fainted?-swooned ?-Dead! oh! dead. I remember no more.

There is something in the ferocity of this duel that reminds of the insane grandeur of Mandeville's reflections on the scar inflicted on his forehead by the sword of Clifford. A powerful chapter, describing those remains of the visions of insanity which Wald recollects after his restoration to health, concludes the

1824.

Lines on Roslin.

supposed manuscript of Wald; and a letter from the person to whom the memoir is addressed, closes the volume.

We are quite aware that it is impossible for any one to form an idea of the tale from the meagre notices of its incidents which connect our extracts. The plot, to be sure, is not the best part of the book; but it abounds with interesting scenes, which we have been compelled either to omit entirely, or to hint at in this

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brief analyses. But of the splen-
dour and vigour of the style, and the
force of particular descriptions, some
idea may be gathered from these ex-
tracts. We only wish the author
had paid a little more attention to
their natural introduction, instead of
occasionally making use of those im-
probable causes, puerile incidents,
and unnatural transitions, the em-
ployment of which must be consider-
ed a palpable infringement on the
patent of the Minerva Press.

Lines on Roslin.

THE sun is in his noon-day glow,
But twilight wraps the glen below,
And as its darksome depths we tread
Along the river's rocky bed,

It seems that long and dim defile-
Like some huge Gothic minster's aisle ;
For, bending o'er the dread ravine,
The forest spreads an arch of green,
And such an awful gloom pervades
The wild and solitary glades,
As dwells beneath the vaulted roof,
Where Time has spread his verdant woof,
And, as he shakes its lessening sand,
Still hallows with his hoary hand.

Dead silence reigns along the dell,
Save when at times, like far farewell,
The mavis' song, so sadly sweet,
Gives life unto the still retreat;
And fitfully the breezes sigh,
Waking the wild wood's melody,
Such music wafting on their wing
As if they swept some lone harp-string.
And seldom harsher sounds intrude
Upon the wanderer's musing mood;
Still, with a low and dream-like moan,
Esk's lonely waters murmur on,
And, like the tide of being, run
Their varied course in shade and sun,
Where weeping-birch and willows lave
Their long-lorn tresses in the wave,
And the huge oak of ages stands
Like giant with an hundred hands.
Oh! I could deem this fairy-land➡
A refuge form'd by Nature's hand,
Where he the world hath wrong'd might
find

Once more his long-lost peace of mind,
When Youth's vain phantom chase was
o'er,

And Passion's dreams could cheat no
more.

Here the rapt bard would love to stray,
And dream the summer eve away.

For rustling leaves and running brooks
Are, to the poet, friends and books;
And here would Fancy lend her hue
To every flower that round him grew,
Painting the rose with brighter bloom,
Exalting every sweet perfume,
Till her own fairer forms would rise
And people all the Paradise.

Now, pacing Roslin's house of pray'r,
Where sleep the long race of St. Clair,
A link is touch'd of memory's chain,
That winds mysterious o'er the brain;
That clew by which the soul can track,
Like wilder'd bee, its wand'rings back;
Conductor of the march of mind,
That winged light'ning leaves behind :
For as I view the Gothic dome,
My soul is at its distant home;
And Fancy sees the mightier pile-
The glory of my native Isle-
Where, 'midst a thousand mould'ring rows,
Chiefs of that noble race repose-
Lords of each melancholy shore,
That hears the Pentland's savage roar,
There with their pow'r and glory hid,
Beneath a cold and crumbling lid-
Beneath a crest-carv'd, letter'd stone,
"Where nor device nor work is known!"

And now above the woodlands soar,
The Castle's turrets huge and hoar,
Where waves the dark funereal fir,
As round a sullen sepulchre !
And now we pass its gate of years,
But there no seneschal appears-
No voice of welcome greets the guest-
The lord and vassal are at rest!
Instead of martial minstrelsy,
Is heard the owlet's fitful cry,
Slow wailing down the darksome wood,
As winds sigh o'er the solitude:
Thus man decays, but Nature blooms
O'er chiefless halls and mould'ring tombs!
J. M.

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