He was in limb, in cheek a summer rose
a cottage child,—if e'er By cottage-door on breezy mountain-side,
Or in some sheltering vale, was seen a babe By Nature's gifts so favored. Upon a board Decked with refreshments had this child been placed,
His little stage in the vast theatre,
And there he sat surrounded with a throng Of chance spectators, chiefly dissolute men And shameless women, treated and caressed; Ate, drank, and with the fruit and glasses played, While oaths and laughter and indecent speech Were rife about him as the songs of birds Contending after showers. The mother now Is fading out of memory, but I see The lovely Boy as I beheld him then Among the wretched and the falsely gay, Like one of those who walked with hair unsinged Amid the fiery furnace. Charms and spells Muttered on black and spiteful instigation
Have stopped, as some believe, the kindliest
Ah, with how different spirit might a prayer Have been preferred, that this fair creature, checked
By special privilege of Nature's love,
Should in his childhood be detained for ever! But with its universal freight the tide Hath rolled along, and this bright innocent, Mary! may now have lived till he could look
With envy on thy nameless babe, that sleeps, Beside the mountain chapel, undisturbed.
Four rapid years had scarcely then been told Since, travelling southward from our pastoral hills, I heard, and for the first time in my life, The voice of woman utter blasphemy, Saw woman as she is, to open shame Abandoned, and the pride of public vice; I shuddered, for a barrier seemed at once Thrown in, that from humanity divorced Humanity, splitting the race of man
In twain, yet leaving the same outward form. Distress of mind ensued upon the sight, And ardent meditation.
Brought to such spectacle a milder sadness, Feelings of pure commiseration, grief For the individual and the overthrow Of her soul's beauty; farther I was then But seldom led, or wished to go; in truth The sorrow of the passion stopped me there.
But let me now, less moved, in order take Our argument. Enough is said to show How casual incidents of real life,
Observed where pastime only had been sought, Outweighed, or put to flight, the set events And measured passions of the stage, albeit By Siddons trod in the fulness of her power. Yet was the theatre my dear delight;
The very gilding, lamps and painted scrolls, And all the mean upholstery of the place, Wanted not animation, when the tide Of pleasure ebbed but to return as fast With the ever-shifting figures of the scene, Solemn or gay: whether some beauteous dame Advanced in radiance through a deep recess Of thick, entangled forest, like the moon Opening the clouds; or sovereign king, announced With flourishing trumpet, came in full-blown state Of the world's greatness, winding round with train Of courtiers, banners, and a length of guards; Or captive led in abject weeds, and jingling His slender manacles; or romping girl
Bounced, leapt, and pawed the air; or mumbling sire,
A scarecrow pattern of old age dressed up In all the tatters of infirmity
All loosely put together, hobbled in,
Stumping upon a cane, with which he smites,
From time to time, the solid boards, and makes
Prate somewhat loudly of the whereabout
Of one so overloaded with his years.
But what of this! the laugh, the grin, grimace,
The antics striving to outstrip each other, Were all received, the least of them not lost, With an unmeasured welcome. Through the night, Between the show, and many-headed mass Of the spectators, and each several nook
Filled with its fray or brawl, how eagerly, And with what flashes, as it were, the mind Turned this way, that way! sportive and alert And watchful, as a kitten when at play,
While winds are eddying round her, among straws And rustling leaves. Enchanting age and sweet! Romantic almost, looked at through a space, How small, of intervening years! For then, Though surely no mean progress had been made In meditations holy and sublime,
Yet something of a girlish, childlike gloss Of novelty survived for scenes like these; Enjoyment haply handed down from times When at a country playhouse, some rude barn Tricked out for that proud use, if I perchance Caught, on a summer evening, through a chink In the old wall, an unexpected glimpse Of daylight, the bare thought of where I was Gladdened me more than if I had been led Into a dazzling cavern of romance, Crowded with Genii busy among works Not to be looked at by the common sun.
The matter that detains us now may seem, To many, neither dignified enough
Nor arduous, yet will not be scorned by them, Who, looking inward, have observed the ties That bind the perishable hours of life Each to the other, and the curious props
By which the world of memory and thought
Exists and is sustained. More lofty themes, Such as at least do wear a prouder face, Solicit our regard; but when I think Of these, I feel the imaginative power Languish within me; even then it slept, When, pressed by tragic sufferings, the heart Was more than full; amid my sobs and tears It slept, even in the pregnant season of youth. For though I was most passionately moved And yielded to all changes of the scene With an obsequious promptness, yet the storm Passed not beyond the suburbs of the mind; Save when realities of act and mien, The incarnation of the spirits that move In harmony amid the Poet's world, Rose to ideal grandeur, or, called forth By power of contrast, made me recognize, As at a glance, the things which I had shaped, And yet not shaped, had seen and scarcely seen, When, having closed the mightyShakespeare's page, I mused, and thought, and felt, in solitude.
Pass we from entertainments, that are such Professedly, to others titled higher, Yet, in the estimate of youth at least, More near akin to those than names imply I mean the brawls of lawyers in their courts Before the ermined judge, or that great stage Where senators, tongue-favored men, perform, Admired and envied. O the beating heart,
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